Love is a creation, caring, sharing like an anthem
for MAN is an abbreviation (Morning, Afternoon, and Night) In every weather, environment or feeling you wish you could hear the lovers’ anthem, fall in love and
go crazy like the world doesn’t matter be someone’s hero have someone to always
be proud of whose thought brings smiles to your face joy to your heart without
caring if everyone thinks you’ve lost your mind.
Today, I want us to look at
the word aberration _something that is not actually there_ this brings us to the topic of today Emotional Aberrations
I believe this is a phenomenon where we
get feelings that are not actually there it might come from us or from the idol
of our emotions.
A fan of Verveardor shared
her story with us so as to get your say on it, it’s a story of a kind but sit
back, relax and read through the names
are classified so the names used on this piece are not actually their real
names any other relation or similarity is simply out of coincidence.
My name is Sarah; I will
just jump to the main aspect of my story… I have a friend Michael he is not
actually my boyfriend but he is the only male friend that I keep close enough,
while in school he was a cool headed guy, intelligent, smart, handsome and most
of all funny he treated me like his junior sister and made my problems his giving
me the comfort I didn’t even get from my foster parents as my actual parents were
late that aside , I grew so fond and familiar with Michael that sometimes I forget
the fact that he is a friend, times past and we grew older he graduated leaving
me in my final year though we still kept in touch as we never lost contact but
things gradually began to change on one Saturday morning he called me
announcing that he is coming over I gladly waited in anxiety but never saw him
this left me worried and scared at the same time I tried calling his number but
to no avail, somehow I got over it thinking it was just another expensive jokes
he often throws … suddenly after weeks of no contact he shows up looking very
rough unlike him as the Michael I know has this thing about dirtiness that I admire,
seeing him that way I couldn’t get hold of myself to realize what I was seeing,
he got cleaned and explained his ordeal.
Michael was kidnapped the
day he came to visit me at the gate of my house, this touched me but what could
I do even if I knew than to inform the police and be scared as hell. He never
disclosed those who kidnapped him or why he was kidnapped to me even after much
persuasion he only told me that he was released by the Grace of God, and he is planning
on leaving the country for his master and possibly for greener pasture I tried
to believe his story but deep within me I didn’t because the guy I know won’t
keep too many secrets at least not from me but been as it may I couldn’t argue
at least not at that point. Michael left the country a month later leaving me
his SUV, changed his apartments name to my name and left a huge sum of amount
in my bank account as a matter of fact changed my lifestyle and gave me class
these I believe are not up to the position he secured me in a company after I finished
schooling and serving. Doing all this before he traveled left me on the fence I
couldn’t cry, say I was going to miss him, get angry for him not telling me the
whole story about his ordeal, laugh I was just confused couldn’t even watch him
leave but he left anyway, Now it’s been four years since he traveled and his
back with more shocking facts, knowing that the company I am currently working
in actually belongs to him and for the past four years I didn’t know a single
thing about this not just that back in the days he told me that his parents
take care of the kind of live his living, I was even advising him to at least
venture into something not knowing he was the thing. That been apart, while he
was away I realized my feelings for him but unfortunately lost touch with him
so I have been praying that he feels the same and some day come home and make
me a wife, not just a wife but a mother as he always told me to preserve myself
for the coming.
Now he is back more of a man
than he left I was hoping he would see the importance of his return to me and do
the normal but he just wouldn’t and I was too ashamed to profess my love
for him I couldn’t take it any longer so I went to his house to tell him just
exactly the way I feel not minding how it may sound so I headed out, I got to Michael
place where he welcomed me as usual throw some compliments and all then he
introduced me to the girl he called his fiancé like lightning to the ground I lost
balance, like a tree infested by termite I lost content, I felt like life was
squeezed out of me I lost a reason to breath, I didn’t understand all that was
happening until I woke up on an hospital bed I managed to squeeze a smile, to
let the whole issue pass away but I was weeping deep down me I think I can move
on but don’t know how leaving questions my soul, were we just friends, was
something really there, what went wrong I need help @Verveardor show me the
love you preach, I guess its best I end it here.
Verveardor community let’s
put our hands together and help in our own different way but is what we feel
actually there, Love Aberration.
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